...You may be wondering if I'm happy; in general, I am. You may be wondering if I hate you; no, I don't. You may be wondering if I still care; I meant what I said, and I alway will. Does that mean I want to hear from you? No, I don't. Because if I do, it means you really, *really* hurt, and I never wanted you to hurt. That was kind of the point; I took your pain very seriously. I still do.